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To innovate, you have got to ask - 'What is your story?'

2010-10-02T02:23:00.002+08:00

Hi,

Friday morning, 36th floor of a San Francisco high-rise - overlooking the Bay bridge.

On a conference call - "We have got to investigate more deeply as to what options are available. Let me spend some time thinking through this - and see if I can pull something meaningful. In the larger scheme of things, because this is so new, we clearly have a challenge in finding the information - but that is why this will be innovative."

Sounds like another day in the office? I bet it does. Definitely for many of new age professionals working in the most succesful firms of our times. So whats the take-away?
"Give me a break - can you not ask me for a take-away? "

Next after the above 'brief but professional call' came a few minutes of engaging thinking about how we approach innovation and what would make it intuitively relevant. And the core thought that evolved was that for any effort to innovate - it had to start from the individual and his or her innate sense of the world and the story he/she was looking to make of his/her life.

So if I were to ask you - "Whats your story going to be?" - and was willing to accept anything that you put up there and then together discuss our common view of the world 10 years out and what factors in our opinion would drive change - then we would start having powerful ideas. RElating these ideas then within the confines of a more practical business reality would be a whole lot more effective and interesting.

Need to run for another meeting - but I want to come back to this ramble and build more clarity and directness to it.

Thoughts/Comments?

Professional Services

2008-01-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

Greetings for a new year!

Wanted to share some thoughts (and invite some as well) on a topic I have long been pondering over. Although being personally involved in a 'professional service' may bias my opinion on the subject, I think explaining the subject from an insider's perspective might lend some insights and credibility into any hypotheses that develop.

As simple as the etymology of the word seems to be, a lookup on the word 'Professional' resulted in the meaning I refer to in this blog - "engaged in one of the learned professions". To keep it simple, let us include medicine, engineering, accounting, law and similar professions requiring some kind of advanced learning - either by study or by vocation.

When i was growing up in India, the clear objective of most children from middle-class families was to be employed as a professional (preferably in a professional services firm). Today, one may add that one of the great Indian dreams is to be an 'IT' professional. However, today - as was the case 5-10 years back - professional services were not a just a good job, they were reputed jobs. To be an auditor, lawyer, consultant etc. with a big multinational gives one access to more respect and admiration from family, peers, friends and acquaintances. This, I deduce, is one part due to the tremendous quality of the select few who succeed against a populous candidate pool and secondly, a result of the value clients give to professional services.

This value for professional services is something I find absent in Singapore. As I mentioned at the start, my opinion may be biased and limited to the perspective of the industry I work within. However, be it audit or consulting, it seems these services are not valuable enough for client organisations. This is reflected in the lower fees that professional service firms can demand from clients in return for meeting not just normal clients needs but tighter deadlines (for audit) and covering larger scope (for consulting) as compared to clients in other countries. I may also find support from professionals in these sectors who have worked in other countries and have worked in Singapore.

On many occasions, I have thought about underlying reasons for this. These include reasons such as the small size of the market, clients being to short-term focused, lack of a truly competitive manpower base and some others which I am either not clear about or I cannot articulate coherently enough. But as I get more entrenched into this business of services, I hope that varied experiences can provide a logical pattern which explains this. And of course, once one can identify that root cause, we can work towards improving the perception of value of professional services.

Will write in more on this as we go along.
Wishing a very Happy Pongal to the Tamil community.

Cheers,
Satish

Living in acronyms

2007-12-31T09:48:00.000+08:00

Hi,

This is something funny I came across recently. Thought might be amusing to most of you, and certainly gives a preview of this acronym-crazy city. Ofcourse, not all of it (infact very little) is an accurate reflection.

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"In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB), And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP). Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB). If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and get more from you. So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)? With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA), Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB). And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.

When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH), You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund. If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you, And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE). If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the roads.

If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT), OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS). Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!

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Cheers,
Satish

In the pursuit of conviction. .

2007-03-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hi,

I am getting consistent with the breaks in my blogging. Almost developing a "competence" in it - a term, some colleagues of mine are very passionate about these days. Their goal is to define boundaries for the terms - skills, competencies, talent, capabilities; in the context of job requirements for employees.

Anyway, retracking back to my own competence of getting consistent with breaks, its one part due to the optimism I have been trying to generate in my mindspace, and another, due to my affinity for being euphemistic (read "satirical"). However, the root cause of getting into these breaks is just lethargy, in a chaste and simple sense. And I believe lethargy has a cyclic dependency on the state of mind (a 'depressing' state of of mind).

Work has been occupying the bulk of my time and mindspace over the last few weeks. And it hasn't been worth diddly to me. Just in terms of learning and living upto to constructive challenges, there has hardly been an opportunity knocking at the window. Quite ironically, the challenge has been to just measure upto expectations (albeit vague expectations) of more experienced individuals. All this has made me look for reasons (and excuses & shortcomings) related to people (and their beliefs), the place and the circumstances - but I have realised the reasons may not be worth nailing down to the detail. Simply because the opportunity cost of such analysis is outweighed by the benefit of finding solutions and making outright changes. The conclusion to me is simply that actions outweigh thoughts.

So the resolution I have made and found to be useful, is rejigging our own effort at the most basic level. I guess thats what many wise persons refer to as going back to the basics. Like in Cricket - when you are out of form, the best way to claw back into form, is to apply yourself and do the basics right - move your feet, watch the ball closely, and play as straight as possible. The analogy for consulting is - ask what is required, agree on deliverables, write down your thoughts, invite feedback, review your output and check if expectations have been met.

I guess the common thread in all comebacks is to generate and exude the mental strength (conviction) that all of us are capable of . It is this pursuit of conviction that probably helps us become better professionals, and in most cases, better individuals. I think reading books or articles from some thoughtful persons (authors, philosophers, leaders) can help this process, as it does for me. The other aspect is to really be able to talk and discuss about your performance (or rather the drop in it) with trusted friends and family. I guess having a confident and trusted partner helps this process a lot - and is also invariably a great opportunity to buttress the bond you already have.

The one benefit of coming out of a trough in the state of mind is that it makes you ready for bigger challenges. You feel more energised to try new things, and to go the extra mile to distinuguish yourself. I guess the redundant question to ask ourselves at such a point, is whether we are capable of achieving any distinction. The goal of doing that is the dignity of our own effort and individualism rather than the achievement it brings. I draw this belif from the grand message from the great "Bhagwad Gita":

"You have a right (and responsibility) to perform your prescribed action,but you are not entitled to the fruits of your action.Never consider yourself the cause of the results your activities,and never be associated to not doing your duty."

Without wanting to preach or sound religious, I just want to highlight that the attitude to our work can be an end in itself, just as the attitude to life can be the base of our aspiratons. So,if you are giving yourself a hard time, thinking hard about hard work, just try going back to the basics. My hypothesis is that it is true in all contexts and situations.

To end - want to share this anonymous quote (limited to my knowledge) that I discovered with my wife today. For everything we desire to do, "the time is now, the place is this".

Cheers,
Satish

Values, career, family and a weekend

2006-12-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

Guten Tag,

I continue my procrastination with blogging, and that certainly needs some serious explaining. However, rather than giving something potentially unwanted - I think more interesting is the life of 27-year olds in 2006 AD.

I wonder what 27-year olds did in 1996, in 1956, in 1906, 1506, 1006 and 6 AD. Not very sure about the other things I mentioned in the title, but I think the weekend was not a concept they looked forward to, like I and many of my other peers do. The weekend, quite simply, has come to be a time to recuperate, feel wonderful about on Fridays and only dream about on Monday mornings, to iron clothes, to have the perception of catching up on reading (what we do is so minimal), and most importantly to spend quality time with family and friends.

Family and friends seem to occupy that cherished spot within our minds, and certainly do give us the moral and logical highground while grumbling about working the hours. However, when we do have the time - we do not realise it. I think this one is really a specific to individuals and their families but atleast for me - the idea of spending quality time is always being able to have a great conversation and have a bit of fun.

Not sure if I want to talk about career and values, though I started writing out this blog thinking about the things that matter in life and thinking about the interconnections they have. I have been thinking quite a bit about work and what its in one's work that one can leave an indelible impression on - and it becomes quite obvious to me that it can only be the attitude. Irrespective of industry, function, talent, qualification, hard work - it is really the attitude that will seperate the achievers from the have-beens. And attitude is something that is challenging to define, keep, change and measure.

Think this is where the interconnection between career and values becomes the strongest. We possibly can enjoy work in a career which allows us to use our intrinsic attitude and values. If our values include being intellectually challenged, our work must be such or the team which we work with must spur us for the same. Simultaneously, we must be able to bring the energy and challenge to the workplace. Thats resonant with the idea of sustainable growth, which requires a symbiotic and mutal relationship between all entities involved.

Hmm.. I wander off yet again into convoluted prose of the language. But it helps me, so I think its alright. And I can only hope that you made some sense of what I managed to write.

I watched the movie 'Happy Feet' yesterday. Its a decent movie - simple and entertaining, but not something that energises many of your brain cells. But for the kids in us and those who have them - its a good opportunity to acquaint with the Penguin.

thats for now then. Hope you are making the best of your weekend.

Cheers,
Satish

Getting Along

2006-10-20T10:02:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Today feels like a different day, and I seem to be in a clinical mood where I could dissect every idea and issue to the smallest level. And yet in such a mood, the question is always the biggest of them all. And that always is, what is the purpose of life.

While I was on my way to work, I watched parts of an interview on the mobile TV on the bus. An interview with Shashi Tharoor, author of a new book called "Riot". I guess people know him better these days as India's candidate for the UN Secretary general. The relevant point was the inerview set me thinking on what was it that made people tick at something. For Mr. Tharoor, it probably is writing and along with it a plump diplomatic job that he is weel suited to. The next obvious question, what is that thing for you and me.

In being a consultant, I often times ponder over the stereotype of the profession and I must admit that at most times I see a fantastic fit. But I guess having been into this for almost 18 months now, I have begun to question whether the stereotype is valid. I think the consulting job is more influenced by the organisation and the particular team you are working with, than the job itself. There are just too many variations in the approach to client engagements, in terms of context, attitude, leadership, approach and of course, the people; that describing the consulting job generically may indeed be misleading.

Back to the purpose of life, I keep reiterating to myself and others that the main thing is to live passionately. And yet in the daily scheme of things, passion gets thrown out of the window to be replaced with things like financial security, soceital existence (another term for emotional security) and not the least of all, career progression. If you are confused about these, think again, and you will find the diverging paths of your passion and the three pursuits I mentioned. I do not mean to say the paths will always diverge, because you can always live passionately while pursuing anything. But we tend to focus on the convenience of the journey rather than the completeness of the journey itself. I remember someone who believed in the phrase "Convenience Rules!" :)

The hope is to carry on the journey of life with vividity and completeness, so one can look back and feel that the time spent has been worthwhile and made a positive difference to atleast a few people. And as all consulting projects, such goals will need to be translated into action items and attitudes that can sustain. So here I begin a project for and on myself.

So much for now. For all those who celebrate, wish you a very Happy Deepavali!

Cheers,
Satish

Between the last big thing and next big thing in life

2006-09-08T14:30:00.000+08:00

Hi,This has been a truly long hiatus, and the primary motivation of writing in today is just to get rid of the inertia. Well, its going to be almost 5 months since I last wrote and thats a big chunk of one's life.Well, apart from the primary excuse of being busy with my wedding, I think the biggest reason for not logging in should be my lethargy and laziness. Wonder sometimes on what makes us rational individuals tick, and be at something for no tangible benefits. Think I have resolved to myself that the benefit of blogging to me, is just a constructive expression of my thoughts - including the many contradictions, arguments and questions.Have many things to share about the last 5 months, some of those I feel are more private now than before. So thats already one big difference. But I think in terms of attitudinal differences, a major one is that of the anticipation of the next big thing in life. I dont know about all of you, but I have always perceived daily life as the progression between events that provide discontinuity. A bit like the theory of disruptive technologies - because these events change the course of our lives. It seems to me that our anticipation of the change is often times greater than the change itself. I still think that the anticipation of change is the hope that all of us live with each day.Going back to the next big thing in my life, I really dont know what it is going to be. There are a few dimensions in which it could happen - in terms of work, personal life, the place I live or the things or beliefs I choose to pursue. I guess the most important measure of knowing the big change of course is the passion and enthusiasm it may induce. I admire people who are passionate about something. I admire my mother who is so passionate about living righteously and being productive 24 hours of the day, a few friends who are passionate either about their familires or their work and the majority of successful business, sports and entertainment personalities - for the fun they seem to have at work. So the next big thing in my life would certainly have to make me enthusiastic and excited. Put it another way, I am looking for making things exciting by pursuing something that I can be challenged with and have fun in accomplishing.I guess this is already a heavy restart into blogging. So I will keep it to this much for now. But with a resolve to write more often - and the hope to be more coherent.Hope life is good to all of you.Tschuss!Satish

Turn Turn Turn

2006-04-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Bang in the middle of a workday, just thought about the worth of my individual effort in the scheme of things. Well - its small and insignificant by most paramters, but by my own - it is singinificant and may I say, decisive about the future of the world, atleast my view of the world.

Have you ever wondered while listening to the number from Forrest Gump, "Turn Turn Turn". I have and it has been quite an amusing intellectual excursion everytime I have listened to and ventured into the thoughts that the song stimulates. This time around it was- how does ambition or drive really give your life a direction. Or probably if you have been conveniently lazy like me - to think about the actual control over the direction of one's life. To me, there is no one single answer to any question you pose in this sphere of metaphysical exploration. You do control some part of what and where you will be in the future, but there is still an element of chance that you might end up elsewhere, either a lot more interesting than you expected or in a different realm of existence altogether.

Hmm. . . hope that was coherent enough to be understood in one read, but anyway something more on the song itself. The central theme, there is a time for everything. So when I think about getting hitched, I try to think this is the time. Not important if its right or wrong. This is just the time for this to happen to me. I am glad to anticipate and hypothesise about the big change that might come about (not sure if this hypothesis is statiscally proven) once you change from being bachelor to being married.

A good friend of mine introduced the concept of unlearning to me, and hypothesised that we could go beyond unlearning. What does that mean? A lot of things, but essentially, it means that the natural state of development in all respects, is cyclical. Our environment changes, we face a problem, we innovate, we falter, we learn, we succeed, and then the environment changes again. So someone else comes up with an innovation, and that involves change which involves some unlearning of the current ways. And we repeat the cycle, on and on. But what we unlearnt isnt something that is useless - it will be relevant at another time. Also unlearning is restrictive in the paradigm it operates, to truly bring significant change - we need to move beyond unlearning. Well, I hope my version of it and the compressed representation is meanigful enough for digestion.

Have rambled enough, but the key takeway for this piece will still be the song. If you havent heard it as yet, suggest you do. And if you havent seen the movie Forrest Gump, suggest you do that first :) Its time to do that!

A few lines from the song:
To everything - turn, turn, turn
There is a season - turn, turn, turn
And a time for every purpose under heaven

till the next time,
hv fun!

satish

The World and me

2006-03-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Coming back from a relatively long hiatus, just feel the anxiety of making a comeback. Though there is no milestone to achieve, or form to regain - there still is a sense of uncertainty about posting a blog.

Liked something a theatre artist said on TV a couple of days back. This dude quit a relatively comfortable and well-paying corporate job, to pursue his interest in theatre. He says "I really dont owe anyone an explanation for changing my profession and ... " I dont think I remember either the artist or what he said after that. For all you know, he did give an explanation. But the statement was etched in my memory. At the end of it all, we really don't owe our success to anyone, but ourselves. Isnt that just so painfully and wonderfully true?

In recent times, I have wondered why having a drive and passion for anything in life gives you a higher chance at being successful. I think the rationale simply is that being passionate provides us with a higher purpose and a factor to dinstinguish our own lives. Each of us individually, endeavors to be a unique individual, in our own idiosyncratic way. Some of us prefer to think we are simple, and keep life simple with the primary purpose of life being happy on a daily basis. Others believe life is a continuous effort towards a grand ambition, either personally or professionally. And I am sure there are a zillion other perceptions of we as individuals, want to be unique individuals.

So the purport of my random wonderings has been that passion is the only available and self-made choice an individual has to make his life different. We are passionate about something, so that our life means more to us, and distinguishes us from that additional count in the 6.5 billion population of the world. Obviously, there are other parameters, such as talent, intelligence, luck and what not - that allo us to be different, but none of them is wholly in our control. Atleast not as much as passion and the effort that it drives.

I am still in my quest to find something that I am passionate about. Till such time, I like to think that I am passionate about life. And I realise even that needs such a significant effort, definitely more than I am currently putting in. Anyways, writing up that makes me realise the shamelessness I have in admitting my laziness, and hopefully I am gonna be inspired to do more here on.

Wanted to finish this post with a piece of good news. I shall be quitting my bachelor status come June this year, when I get married to a lovely person and a good friend. That will surely open up my life to a lot of new experiences.

Here is wishing all of us the enthusiasm to try for a more fulfilling life.

Adios,
Satish

The convenience of Culture

2006-01-24T10:14:00.000+08:00

Hi,

I intentionally title this piece the convenience of culture and not the oft used culture of convenience? Well, its exactly what I feel many of us modernists and neo-conservatists have come to live by.

But before I go into that, just wanted to marvel the revenue management done by the telecom companies. I was entitled for 3-month rebate on caller id, and for this month, they conveniently split the month into two parts. One for 2 days and the other for the rest 28 days. SO the rebate applies only to the 2-day period, in effect earning them a bulk of the rebate they offered me. I find mobile phone service bills relatively complicated pieces of calculation. Didnt have so much challenge in calculating the cost of capital and probabilities, as much in decphering these bill statement.

Back to the original thought, the convenience of culture just seems to be a common reference point for me and the many people I live and share my life with. Whenever there seems to be a question of doing the right thing, it seems culture takes a precedence. But only so long as it is convenient for us. The moment our cultural traditions make it inconvenient for us, we run to the other pillar of rationality and the modern world, where practicality gains favour over traditions. This to me is the "Convenience of Culture".

An example of this case, is the tradition of fasting that man of us Indians adopt. I may not be very religious, but as I understand it fasting has been meant for both a demonstration of the will power and as a dedication to God. The former being an acceptable reason, and the latter being a demonstration of private and individual faith. But when fasting, some people tend to keep away from staple foods while eating rich and nice food - this isnt something I can comprehend. To me, its just being convenient, in this case with the aid of culture. Am sure there is more to it than meets the eye, but I think there is still a case for my point.

It is not necessarily a bad thing, as I have come to believe that most of us are convenient about most of the things, most of the times. The few times we are not, are probably those situations when we make the difficult choice and gloat over it as thought our individuality was defined by them. We claim to be honest people full of conscience and integrity because we made the tougher choice on those few occasions. For me personally, I am generally convenient about most things most of the times. But I think as I grow older [and wiser ;-)], there is an increasing desire to be bolder about creating more moments of truth, where I can decide to live my individual self than in giving in to the desire of the moment.

So the convenience of culture in itself is establishing as a culture. So in essence you have another cyclical dependency that will break itself only on a few occasions of triumph of our conscience.

So how much has the culture of "convenience of culture" pervaded your life. Mine has to a certain extent, because I love the nice parts of culture- for me they represent the festivals and their rituals, the joy to be with loved ones, the food. But the other parts, where I am required to practice a non-selfish life, devotion, rituals that mean nothing without faith - are parts of culture which I have conveniently given up.

Way forward, I may choose to go down one path more consistently than the other. Or I amy just continue to be, the way I am - because its convenient.

for now anyway,
cheers!
si

Rains in Singapore and Cliches!

2006-01-13T08:33:00.000+08:00

Hi,

The sky in Singapore has cleared today for the first time in about a week, the longest period of rains I have seen here. The weather has been depressing for most people, although I think the temperature coming down is such a welcome feeling. Not to forget that the water running it taps feels a lot colder now, and just reminds me of winters, the mild ones in India and the freezing one in Denmark I experienced last year. Hmm. . all in all, things have been different from the routine, and ma sure some couples would have found it delightful to have lush greens everywhere, just creating a spectre of freshness and a rejuvenated earth (whatever is left besides the concrete and tar).

All this thought about the weather (the most simple topic to talk about over long distance - not sure if its the most popular) coincides with the other chain of thought I am having. That of "cliches". Over the last 10-12 years, the genuinely concious part of my life, I have developed a bias against them. Maybe in themelves they are ok, but its just how much we abuse them in daily life. We use these generic statements to decide our course of action, and worse, recommend it to others. I know at times its just about the only thing we can say, but to say it in the 'form' of a cliche just defeats the substance and purpose of what is said. The bad part really is that we just say it so casually and conveniently. Like saying "Sorry". I am sure all of us use it atleast 10 times a day. This one has come to be more a figure of speech, but I just hope that there arent many more like it. Else conversations would become a picking and choosing of cliches rather than actual original thoughts.

Want to write so much more about this, but I think my coherence will be lost in the quagmire of multiple perspectives. So I will rest the case for now, probably convinced that you would have given it a fair thought, and if I were to be optimistic, evaluated your perspective on using cliches.

TGIF!
Satish

New Years - Sentiments and Social Constructs

2006-01-02T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hej (Hi in Danish),

Here is wishing everyone a lovely and wonderful year ahead, and hope the earth will be a safer place for the whole of humanity in 2006. While going through the process of swtiching form one year to other, the only significant differences that apply to the majority of us are:

1. We plan to and try to enjoy the new years eve. There seems to be charm in counting down and a vague excitement in sharing a common thing with a whole lot of other people (known and unknown). A social construct.
2. We look forward to spending the year and getting closer to someone special. - A sentiment
3. Make some resolutions or think about making some - this I cannot categorise as a sentiment or a social constuct. Its a passing thought for me :)
4. Getting to change the last digit if you are used to writing the dates on paper - capturing change for posterity.

Anyways, there might be a few other things, but the point I wanted to make is that most of these things are either sentiments or social constructs. For that matter, new years celebration itself is a social construct. No doubt, a valuable social constuct, that lets life become a little special for some part of the ephemeral time that we endure. Often times, one starts to wonder if there is any real excitement or meaning in celebrating the coming for a new year, without even knowing whats in store. But I think it is just an eventful manifestation of that one beautiful sentiment than individuals cherish, HOPE. We hope for a good year, thinking of it in terms of the events and achievements that we want it to be marked with, for us and for the world. For the community of us human beings across the planet, we hope that the new year will provide a glimmer of miracles and prosperity rather than strife and disaster.

I just want to revel in the momentousness of the occasion, for its own sake, for what mankind has come to make of it, and for the sentiments it raises in me, mostly for the future and some for the past. I can recall some beautiful new year eves, and can only hope that there will be more in the future.

Here is wishing everyone a lovely year ahead, wishing an abundance of joy and achievement in all aspects of life, individual and social.

Cheerio!
Satish

Searching for that thing. . they call it motivation!

2005-12-20T16:46:00.000+08:00

Namaste,

Motivation is the driver of effort. Continuing with my chain of thoughts over the last 2-3 weeks, I think that effort, being the distinguisher of men, can be analysed on one more dimension. The dimension that drives the effort itself, the concept of motivation. Motivation is an awesome force, it makes you produce a fantastic effort, at times surpassing your own expectations.

Dont want to analyse the term and concept so much, but rather want to communicate the constant search for motivation that seems ingrained in me. Over the years, I have accumulated multiple perspectives of life and the approaches people take to achieve what they want. For many of us, even deciding what we want seems to be a question unanswered. Yes, we want the similar objectives of wealth, health and prosperity. But where do we see ourselves in 20 years - professionally, personally, individually. What can be different about our vision of ourselves, that can drive some motivation in us to make that extra effort, rather make that unique effort for that unique vision of success in life.

I have always believed that motivation is an attitude, it applies to all aspects of life. More for some, less for others. For the many of us, its easier to think of motivation in terms of our careers, or our hobbies. BUt isnt there motivation in making and maintaining relationships, in setting up a house (and a home), in living life in a house, in being with your companion and friends, in doing all the random the things that give you pleasure. It takes motivation to excel and enjoy in any of these, but is there a sum of all these parts that can be knownm understood, sustained and grown. I dont have an answer to the question, but maybe be thats the determination I need. To find the answer to the big picutre, to know the sum of all parts. Dont know if the answer will be satisfactory, but the hope in the search for it, there are different perspectives that I learn - and one of them might just define my life.

Hmm. .. or can I upfront define that one thing I want to do, and then everythign else can surround that. That seems equally plausible, and to a great extent, more proactive. The only hitch being how do you I decide on the one thing I can devote my life to! Hmm. . its an interesting thought. Will call it a blog with that.

Do you have that one thing in your life? If you know it, I suggest you start thinking about doing everything you can about it.

Cheers,
Satish

Monday to Friday!

2005-12-13T07:09:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Think it is something that a whole lot of us share in common. Going from Monday to friday, waiting for the weekend, and lo behold, before you know - it runs past you to get you into another working week. And then you start on Monday, thinking the week would be so long, but the five days pass you by, and probably Friday afternoon you realise that there is not much that has happened in 5 days.

Hmm. .. to me, life seems to be making progress through these small steps called weeks, further broken down to days. So when you try to look at the big picture, one wonders what he could do to make one week different from another. Often times, each day seems the same, and so you try to make it different. Either by calling up that old friend, or mailing him/her - or trying to read a little more of a good book lying in your room, or as it is sometimes for me, trying to cook something different or taking a breather for regrouping myself under the blue sky and stars.

But during the week my thoughts keep returning to work, since I pretty much beleive its integrated into my life more than anything else. And I do wonder about how satisfying my work has been, more so for myself than anyone else. A part of that satisfaction is also the value it generates. And the only applicable parameter of measuring that seems to be the integrity and depth of your own effort. THe thought that goes into that effort, and if you have given it your best as against just doing it because it needs to get done. Capability and knowledge help to leverage on good effort, no doubt, but I think my belief in human effort surpasses most other talents of the human mind. As long as people make a genuine effort to think and act, you tend to appreciate their involvement. I think this thought continues from my last blog, and just reiterates the point.

Thats enough for a Tuesday morning. Just wanted to also send out a thought for all those friends of mine, who are getting along with their own setups of life. Here is wishing each of them a wonderful holiday season and a new year coming. If you are reading this, do drop me a line and I will surely respond earnestly.

Cheers,
Satish

Effort

2005-12-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Vanakkam,

I know the title of the blog might tend to people off, or draw the curious onlooker to test waters with the first few lines. But for the lack of a better phrase to communicate the central message of my thoughts at the moment, I choose to retain the word at the centre of it all.

Was reading about some of the memorable Asians known around the world, and the list seemed fairly interesting, incomplete and diverse. For a reason imbibed in me by education, I was looking for similarities or patterns among the 10 individuals mentioned - and frankly couldnt really find any. The mental gymnastics although set me thinking about what qualifies these people so they are remembered after years of their most prominent times (sometimes for the wrong reasons) and if I could find those reasons, could I possibly emulate them or at least draw some inspiration.

And the answer lay in this one word - effort. To me, the effort made by these men rises them among men of equality. Talent, determination, intelligence, persistence, courage and other things probably are as important, but the true lever for each of these forces has to be the effort made by these men. Whether it be Myanmar's Suu Kyi or India' Gandhi - China's Mao or Singapore's own Lee Kuan Yew - or the hundreds of other inspriational people we know - without their effort at being what they wanted to be, there realyl wouldnt have been much. Stephen Hawking comes to my mind as an epitome of this - makign an effort. But probably no less is the effort of that granny in the village, who tries learning to read at age 70. So then if effort is the qualifier of men, why arent all men equal.

That is where the many other things become significant. What are you making an effort for. To build a home or to rent a condominium - to turn around a company or get a good-paying job - to make sense of love or to be in a relationship - to be keen or to get along. Whatever it is that makes you tick, I think the objective and the quality of effort go along with the definition if you had to use the concept as a differentiator among people. probably that explains why being more careful about our hygiene or being more fashionable also makes us happy. Its not about just the consequence of the choice, its the choice itself that matters. We choose to do some things a certain way, and thats our effort at life. Our effort at ourselves. And the results make us the unique individual that we are. The sum of many parts, which no one person can comprehend - our individuality remains elusive to most of us. And rightly so, else what would be the point of waking up a new day - making a new friend.

Hmm. . guess have blabbered enough. Just thought I will put thought on some silicon before I went to sleep. As I log off for now, am feeling an awesome sense of time, like I am floating in it at the moment, but I know I will be riding a force when I wake up tomorrow. Wanting to get to work, and moving things a little further and living my life a little more. Wanting to be with a few people more than others.

so much for an effort :)

cheers,
satish

Where to lunch?

2005-12-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Am in the middle of the mass internal mail chat, the objective of which is to decide where to go for lunch. Its quite interesting how a group of relatively intelligent people get stuck in deciding where to go for lunch. And dont tell me it has not happened to you. The idea simply is that its something we dont mind being civil about and hence letting another person decide. Nevertheless, you have few individuals coming up with a craving for something, or suddenly someone just decides to go to same old place since its comfortable and known. One such place for me and my colleagues is China Square. I guess and hope we are not going there today :)

Anyway, have just finished 6 months at my current firm, and it definitely seems longer than that. And yet time seems to have flown past. Have lived 6 months more of my life, doing a job that sounds better than it is. Well, thinking about it a little more, the work ispretty cyclical - so you have times when you feel great about it and at other times, you wonder if you were born to do this.

But this experience also has reiterated my belief that the people and co-workers contribute a lot to your feeling good about the workplace. And its not them as individuals, but together as a group. And hence the group chemistry takes precedence over individual comfort factors. Well, just know that all this is never existent by itself and so every single one of us, has to try to make it happen.

By this time I think everyone has got hungry, so we are gonna leave and take a vote in the lobby. So lets hope the vegetarian me gets some consideration :)

cheers,
satish

Spectator or Player

2005-11-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hello,

Ever wondered while watching a game if you could have been playing the sport. Or you could have been dancing there, for that matter said something that another person managed to say. Thats the spectator frame of mind, wanting to be a player. Not wanting to sound too philosophical but my take is that most of takes turns at being a spectator and player through the couse of our lives. Some of us are more consistent with the roles we taken on in particular parts of our lives. Some take the lead in social issues, while some in professional. But most of us go through phases of being either.

At the moment, I think I am happy being a spectator, albeit an active one at that. For one being a spectator allows you to think about the game in a bigger picture, and lets you get perspective. In contrast to be ing a player, where you are really into the game, thinking what to do next, and what the other players are going to do next. I can quite easily claim that I thrive on being a player, being in the middle of action, taking everything thrown at me as something I need to deal with and make a score.

But being a spectator, just lets me see what as a player I could have done, and can do. It doesnt provide the thrill of being alive, but it certainly reiterates the power of thinking, of analysing and the sheer sense of comprehending oneself.

Hmm.. am sure that has been heavy enough to read. On a lighter side, none of this is actually driven by anythign in particular. Just wanted to feel normal when things seem to be abnormal. Want to rejuvenate my passion for life and the beauty it embodies. Its within grasp and yet the effort seems so huge. And not even sure if an effort will allow me to grasp it, probably need more than just an effort. Need that something extra.

The thing we call - the human spirit. that which manifests as Hope, that which rises as curiosity, that which occurs as determination. Extra could never be enough and so it remains suspended between our will and experience. And so long as we try, it shall be ours to name.

so much for a musings of a quiet evening.

cheers,
satish

Home sweet Home

2005-11-14T18:05:00.000+08:00

Guten Abend,

Have no excuses for taking a while again to write except that I really have been lazy, without much regret. Was home for the last two weeks, and frankly just enjoyed being a lazy bum at home – although I managed to be active at eating.

Had a fantastic trip home this time, albeit it had some surprising events in store for me. It had been a while since I was surprised by anything, so that part was good. The surprise itself (alas, I really cant share it with you at the moment) I am still dwelling upon. Anyways, back on to track, the important event of the trip was the function. Calling it “Shashti abthapoorthi”, or completion of 60 years referring to my dad’s 60th birthday. However, the event was definitely more than just a birthday, since we also had a re-marriage ceremony for my mom and dad. I have always been fascinated by festivals and celebrations, and this one just went to add to the allure. For me, what added to the charm was that I was there with mom and dad to celebrate their married life and all of my life. Never been so much of an emotional person, but this is the closest I got to being emotional after my sister’s wedding.

There was lot more that I observed and realised as I lazed around at home. For one, was completely comfortable staying put at home, unlike a lot of the other times, when I have wanted to be out, meeting people, watching movies or just checking out developments in the city. Guess, had some quality time (a function of quantity of time as well) to spend with my folks. Other than that, I really was enjoying being at home, doing simple things and being taken care of. Also the fact that, I had a perception of having come of age, meaning that, I had become a true adult in the sense of holding independent responsibility of myself.

Its funny that in so much that we want to discover new things and adventures, we find solace and satisfaction in old things. Be it sitting in the chair in your room, where you spent many lazy afternoons chatting away with friends or having that favourite food of yours made perfectly so by your mother. If I would like to keep doing that, my answer would probably be no, and I guess that’s what defines and gives meaning the beautiful experience of nostalgia.

Here is a cheers just for all those wonderful people I have been with for the wonderful times we have shared, enjoyed and continue to remember. And also wish everyone of you a lot of happiness and joy wherever you are, whatever you are doing.

Till later,
Adios!
Satish

22 Hours and counting

2005-10-07T04:41:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Morning! I must say. And it would not be pleasant if I actually greeted you that, since its 4.45 in the morning right now. Am about hour and a half away from pulling a 24-hour. Got up at 0630 hours yesterday, got in office at 0730 and probably will get back home 0630 hours today.

Anyways, thats only something different so as to make life more interesting. In so much as I am dreading the night-out, am satisfied that most of the time has been well spent. Well, it has been spent on making a proposal for a project. Which could possibly just fall by the wayside by the stroke of a club or something as random as that. But I guess the merit is in the effort and the meaning in the process. Been there, done that - kind of logic.

One good thing about pulling an all-nighter is that you are just so exhausted that more exhaustion does not deter you from staying up longer. The effects really show when you have slept and woken up. warped logic, but its true - and I bet you have experienced it too.

So there i go in my half dreary state of mind and conciousness. My eyes are beginning to strain, but want you to know what a heroic effort you are reading here ;-) Haha. . no lah - just kidding.

Its Navratri in India and the Garbas must be on in my city. They were really amazing times. I still can remember the times when I used to get excited about going otu in the night. Never was a big dancer or anything. But always took my observer status seriously, and exercised my rights in full at the colourful and cute things available in sight. And I am talking about the food ;-)

btw. . . am writing in from my workplace. at 5 in the morning. Bizarre. . no. . just plain sleepy :)

cheers,
satish

Dont let the wine get warm!

2005-09-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hola,

Bet you are wondering why I put the subject as it is. Well, frankly to admit that its something that set me thinking today about the societal influences on behaviour, and especially on what we call being cultured or sophisticated. The people closest to this complication of civilized society are those who adopt it and those who shun it. The latter group comprises of those rebels, who just want to go against what is socially accepted as a higher level of living, or just being well off in material terms.

Let me explain the metaphor of the wine. You know that the proper way of holding wine glasses is to hold it by their bottom base between your thumb and palm. Never mind if you didnt know, I got to know it at 24 years of life and it didnt make huge difference to my happiness or popularity. Hmm. . so a wine connoiseur friend of mine was explaining to another senior person how it kept the wine from getting warm. My mind went ballistic at the point. People were dying of hunger around the world, did it really matter if your wine was 1.5 degrees warmer than what it should be. Probably am being a little harsh, but the point I wanted make was that, there are some things that we think are so fine and refined that we forget that they remain small in the larger scheme of things. As long as we can treat things with the attention they deserve at a point in time, and know how significant they are for the lives of the 6.5 billion people in the world, I think we have been fair. All this, assuming that we as passionate human beings want to be fair.

Hmm. . guess I am feeling philanthropic today. So am donating some of my mindspace and throughts to the less privileged. But frankly, I just thought how funny it would be to suddenly lose one of the many things we took for being granted to us. Sight, sound, speech, physical well-being etc. etc. Sadly enough, even the dramatism of this extreme thought doesn'tm motivate me to do the things I ought to. Because the the rationality of the human mind if overwhlemed by two things. One - Convenience and two - passion. Probably one is the anti-thesis of the other, or plainly put, they are mutually incompatible.

Guess will leave the thought at that. I need to think more on this as well.

for now,
adios,
satish

long time . . no see!

2005-09-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Was watching Top Gun. There are a few things in life, and among them some movies, that just can never run out of steam. Steam probably is not the best word to decribe the connection these things make, but my point is that, we could see these movies and read those books time and again, and yet be equally captured by their intensity.

Hmm. . so that was the capture attention part of the write-up. Or atleast my attempt at it. Been back after a hiatus. thinking I just have been so irregular at this, that I just don't even call myself a blogger anymore. Apparently missed a blogger's meet held a week or two back here.

Can say the days have been busy, but I think those of us who read in between the lines, know better than to belive that. Let me just say that, life has been on a cruise mode, and i wasnt trying to put a direction to the wheel. BUt I think much of the essence of living is in trying to steer the path its headed on. Not so much of significance, in us knowing the path, since the untreaded path will most likely be the one you will remain satisfied about, and the untreaded path can never be known in advance, right!

But somewhere, I think I have learnt somethign about myself. I become uncomfortable when the situation becomes comfortable. The ability of the human mind and the ewnthusiasm of the human spirit wasn't made to sustain a comfortable life. Having sais that, the challenge some of us wage-earners have is to find the challenge in our daily routines. Be it bringing innovation to your approach and work scope, or involving more of your co-workers into a rigorous approach to things - its not incentivised enough, for one to keep doign that. And also that, the work scope seems so awesome sometimes, that you just wonder if you should spend more time analysing than building solutions. Its a typical challenge for those of us in the buiseness of consulting, something I hope to come on top of sooner than later.

noticed this quote from Emerson in theo morning, "Envy is the tax distinction must pay". Quite an intersting though, I must say. And it just comes back to me, the power of metaphors. Want to use that to express myself better, and communicate and create some efficiency in the chaos of organizational sporadisms. At the moment, that is my business :)

for now, will try to keep more regualr at writing up.

cheers,
satish

Two annums

2005-07-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Been a reasonably long break, long enough to disqualify me from being considered a blogger, in the notional sense of the blogger world. Been some years since I had this concept in mind of mindspaces, essentially those coloured views of the world that each of us develops based on our experiences and perspectives. This could typically formed around a central theme like our college, or our personal circle of friends and so on and so forth. The blogger world, a world which I dont claim to belong to, is one such interesting mindspace. It is full of figureheads, bringing on their alter-egos through their blogs on the web while the true self is being conveyed to the world without their concious intent.

Anyways, I wanted to write in to celebrate (not so sure but for the lack of a better word) the two years spent in this tiny and iconic island of Singapore. It has been an extremely interesting two years, opening up a whole spectrum of experiences and influences. In the while, finished the study part, the legacy of which is a loan to pay back for the next few years, and thankfully a decently exciting job which allows to pay the installments. Other interesting things to have occured during the 2 years here have been lost in the efficiency of Singapore :) I am kidding, I must say I have had fun on the whole, and made a buch of good friends.

Way forward, not sure how long I will intend, continue and manage to live here - but till I do, I want to appreciate the place for what it actualyl does well. Efficiency does not always come at the cost of excitement. The place and its people still have some eccentricities that one can like, we just need to allow for evolution of a people and the fabric of a city-country.

On a more broader level, the last 2 years have been quite full of action, given that I had the opportunity and energy to want to experiment and achieve some milestones.On hindsight, I achieved some and forgot others, but life just seems to have turned 2 years richer. Whether I could have spent these 2 years better, is a question of idle curiosity, which I will ignore for its lack of value.

Want to also rememeber of couple of individuals who were instrumental in me coming here, and in as much as I can thank them, I think the distance always seems painful. The distance itself at times having become more notional than geographical. Anyways, here is a heartfelt wish for those lovely individuals to be happy.

getting senti now, so I guess its time to pullthe plug. Which reminds me that the one time this phrase really struck me staight was while watching Matrix. Remember how the bad baldie guy is pulling the plug out of Neo.

hmm. . so much for the two annums and their memories. more once I move into my own apartment (finally !!!)

cheers,
satish

In three words. . . Life goes on!

2005-07-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Wonder if simplicity is truly the most beautiful of virtues and sentiments. The quote from Frost just seems so daringly beautiful, that it seems scary to just admit that its blatantly bare. Life goes on, and it always will - but is it really the best thing or somethign you want, well - it will differ from the situation you are in and perspective you adopt.

Contrary to what most of us might tend to think, the quote is a powerfully positive and strengthening statement. It lends credence to the concept of living, and packs a punch for the fighting spirit of the human mind. So regardless of what happens to us, we can still believe that living will still be possible. And with living, come the innumerable possibilities for man. Possibilities of beautiful experiences, exciting learning, overcoming challenges and lazy afternoons.

Coming to simple daily life, my life seems fairly decent now. It is comfortable in so much that I have both, the luxury of choice and time. But as is ironically true, I am beginning to dislike the comfort. Want to be challenged and made uncomfortable. I need to tell myself that craving for that which is not yet grasped, is the next hill. But the hills are always there, what bothers me is if the hill I choose to climb is the one I want to. Is this my hill? Will it take me to the pinnacle from where I will see the next peak to conquer.

Guess there is only one way to find out! Parallel lives are not an option, and hopefully, will never be an option. Our lives are like rivers, they just follow one direction and never turn back. So here is a tribute to that direction in life!

Another stone left turned, another day lived past,
What is life but a cast,
it feels slow, yet goes by fast,
hoping to find peace at last.

Cheers,
Satish

Metaphorical Existence

2005-06-23T08:57:00.000+08:00

Hej (Hi in Danish),

Metaphors seem so numbly comfortable. Every decision process we undertake, or get induced to undertake, there comes a point when we just like to change the variables with those from some situation we have experienced in the past. A quote from Oscar Wilde goes " Experience is the name so many people give to their mistakes". But I digress! I was saying that metaphors make so much of our decision making convenient and enable rational comprehension for us to resolve actionable solutions.

An example is how much I use the little education I have recieved back into relationships and daily life situations. Even exciting but loss-making happenings such as a burglary. Some happy but nervous minds made away with a good amount of hard earned gold and jewellery of my family from my house in India a couple of nights ago. The risk/return analysis of the situation indicated substantial loss, but if you take into account the risk of physical injury and such - then you think it was pretty alright. I just started to think about the time I will need to recover the lost(rather stolen) possessions. But the dent it leaves in the psyche is something I doubt I can do aything about. The metaphor I could think of was gambling. So it makes things look far better, because there were things beyond our control.

Metaphors are an extension of imagination. In that sense, I think many of us are creative minds. All of us have some metaphors that we keep using or atleast try to more than half of the times. I really wish my imagination ran free of my current environment, but I acknowledge my limitation at creativity. SOund modest enough right!

The second part of the title for this blog reiterates that I continue my existence on the planet. I say existence because I doubt if I am adding value on it. Maybe from another person's perspective, I could be, but the point is that I am striving to do that on my own parameters. I know those parameters, the quest is to find the methods and means.

Since I promised myself to keep my blogs short, I will cut this one here. But hope the day has some new metaphors for me to discover. Perhaps someone will share theirs with me :)

Life is Beautiful! (if you havent seen the movie, see it today)

cheers,
satish

P.S.: Apologies for the endless grammar and spelling errors in the last blog. Trying to learn from experience.

Knowing thy self!

2005-06-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Was amazed today as a good friend brought it up on me in a random chat today the fact that I think I know myself and what I want. Now that is a long complication of thought of perspective on the wants of an flagrant mind. The mind is so effusive and ephemeral, that one couldnt want to possibly believe it continually believed something and yet as rational thought would argue - the human mind is the most brilliant and consistent performer among all things living or otherwise.

Anyways, I wanted to talk about this entire conscience thing about knowing oneself. And further, knowing what one wants. As such, it is probaly simple enough. You know there are things which make you happy and others which make you sad or whatever sentiment you prefer to live in (saw Hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy - my favourite character was the depressed Robot).

Hmm. . back to the topic, the problem to the simplicity of knowing what one wants is that we know what we want at a given point in time. This is because our mind relays a sense of things at a given point in time. BUt the problem is that we are constantly changing as individuals. You dont always learn from the first time you make a mistake. Some of us learn the 2nd time, some after the 10th time and some never learn. The point is with every passing minute we are changing as individuals, and with out "eat-the-evil-apple" attitude, we want to try new things. So then, what we want becomes a function of what we think will look good on us. And since that is only an imagination - the want itself becomes an illusion. I think this is all just a play of words. I would admit myself most times, just that I really think its not possible to know all that you want.

If you knew all that you want, you would really become a boring person. because you would never be open to anything. You would always just go so far as getting what you wanted.

Hmm. . i managed to not tell the context in which the conversation started. The original conversation was about this one statement - "Women want to be WANTED and Men want to be NEEDED" Intersting statement, and before you start agreeing or disagreeing with it - just for a moment leave it alone, and think what you really want from a relationship - to be wanted or to be needed. There is a significant in the imports of both words and hence the thought exercise. The exercise gave me some other good pointers and raced me through my relationship experiences. Made me realise I would like to be wanted mroe than be needed, although being the nice guy that I am - I always make sure I am capable of being useful in someone's need. So much for modesty!!!

hmm. . this has been a tongue twister and I hope it has not been so much of a mind twister. But atleast it has brought me back to blogging. Just felt shy for sometime - something I have never admitted to but I guess, in somethings, I am.

I am 25 and am still learning about life. Love that about it!

cheers,
satish

The NUS MBA

2005-06-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

The NUS MBA

Back to Business - First day at work!

2005-05-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Apologies to the occasional reader who might have waited for the second instalment of the Korea trip update. Just didnt get more time to stand (at the hotel's computer terminal)and type out a blog. Nevertheless, cannot claim that i didnt have time since then. A leisurely vacation to India should have given me ample opportunities to write, but th e heat just consumed so much of me, that I just couldnt do anything remotely associated with leisure except sleeping :)

Neways, onto more current news. Joined my work today and feel relatively disassociated with the big change in days that one will live with. Work generally is from 8.30 to 5.30, but today being the first day was an exception, and I had to reach only at 9. Although as I found out, the Singaporean time doesnt coincide with the German, and Indonesian times still remains behind Singaporean.

As can be expected of any big firm, my orientation (i think they call it that) coincided with that of 3 others and it included an office tour (spread across 4 non-consecutive floors in the building), an IT briefing (notebook handover) and an introduction with the division secretary (handing over of telephone pin and stationery). Hmm. . but in all fairness, they manged to rectify my funny looking email id to somehting more like my name. So I am a happy employee now.

My first email was given to me as a printout (since the email change had restricted my computer access) and it asked me go to a client meeting, which was exciting. very interesting project, so I have some work to do for the next couple of days i guess.
Other than that, managed to remember some of the names from the division, thanks to our lunch excursion. Was amazed that the lunch party ended up with about 12-14 of us.

Was disappointed with the non-availability of fresh coffee in the office, but the hordes of the coffee shops around my office building should make up for that. Even though one will end up payign for that. But coffee will mean some exercise at least then.

So those are the mundane details of my first days. The more interesting details in terms of the people and politics are difficult to describe since I havent too much of an idea myself. But liked the idea of hot-desking at the office, somethign I havent been used to. I have always thought I am more conservative with systems, so like the idea of a fixed space to keep my papers and small office belongings. Anyways, it just reminded me I was here for the work and not office space ;-)

Guess thats as much as one can bear to listen. But one last comment, I think a good workplace is one which makes you want to come back the next day and find out more things. I am feeling that today, so guess I liked it.

for now . . .
cheers,
satish

In the land of the Morning Calm

2005-05-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hey,

Was trying to learn the greeting in Korean, but I realize my limitation at language is pretty strong. Hopefully I will have learnt it by the end of this trip. Am currently in Seoul, the bustling and large capital of the ROK or better know, as South Korea.

The chilly (actuallyl Cool) breeze through the day reminded me so much of Copenhagen. So thats clearly one of the best things here for sure. The weather was perfect yesterday at least. Cool breeze, bright sun and extremely well groomed women. Most of them pretty too :)

I am sure the place has a lot more to offer than just that. Will find out more as I spend the next 3 days here.One thing I keep thinking of about this place and country is that its so high up on technology adoption and pervasiveness, wonder if that is matched equally with the development of a intellectualy curious society.

The one thing that I wonder yesterday, for example, is if the women matched their attitude to their fantastic sense of dressing.

have got to go now. Will record in more later.

cheers,
satish

Farewell to school, welcome to business!

2005-05-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hola,

Been through an extremely exciting weekend, full of drama and action, albeit in real life. Got the much awaited job offer (from a consulting firm) on Friday, had an informal evening with some professors from the school, wasted myself more on saturday, and attended a not-so-emotional but full-of-fun farewell party on Sunday.

The week started off fantastically for most working people, what with MOnday being a full holiday. Am sure in the days to come I will appreciate the holidays a lot more than I do now. For now, I am enjoying the chasm between university and business, more precisely, from studenthood to employment. Studenthood has been good to me and for me. I have enjoyed every bit of it. The amazing part of being a student is that you can think and do big things, without being expected to do them.

Need to settle many things for the job life ahead, but more than anything else, want to restart my mind. I am not so much of an emotional person, but I guess spending 2 years as a student has made me extremely comfortable in the role, and I have surely developed an affinity. Getting out of it needs more than a symbolic break, and more so in terms of the thought process to delve and enjoy a working life. Well, as many a great men have so aptly said, we never cease to learn and so we never cease to be students.

I am hoping way forward, I can continue to enjoy life as it comes. Was struck by this line about everyday life from the book I am currently reading - "Dance a little, laugh a lot"

So here is to the Sun rising everyday!

Cheers,
Satish

Through with the Cherished!

2005-04-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Want to record this occassion (was thinking of saying momentous, but it doesn't appear that way) for posterity. Am through with the MBA today. There are no more formalities to be completed, and I assume that the grades will not really keep me from graduating :)

Am tempted to reflect on the 2 years I have spent on the program but I dont think there is much I want to say on that. The thought is more like that of something accomplished. Something completed. LIke a trek, a milestone. The exact measure and meaning of this, I dont know but there is a definite time aspect to it. A situational connotation as well. Whatever it is, I just feel a little relaxed today. The next battle will soon be there, but this one is over. I fought hard and have been very happy with the way I did.

Hmm. . besides that, as a good friend quotes from a poet (dont remember - Frost is it?), "Life goes on". Milestones and destinations notwithstanding, we continue to be. Changed in our attitude sometimes or changed in our perspective at other. We do become wiser along the way, atleast we think so, right!

Tomorrow remains a not-so-distant dream, and yet want to enjoy the length of this chasm in the change of belonging to an organization. From my school, to college, to AIESEC, to my ex-company and to NUS. Where next, I dont know yet. The good part is that I will go in with a good record into the next place of ownership. At least in the last 3 organizations I have been with, I have had the ability and energy to be an instrument of change. I like to think it has been mostly positive, but the important part really is that I have tried my best and enjoyed making the effort.

Life goes on. But the MBA will remain a fantastic experiment from which I will have learnt much, and enjoyed being in thoroughly. Promise to reflect sometime down the line. Remind me then!

Here is to a completed effort!

Cheers,
Satish

2005-04-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

MBA Class of 2005 - NUS Business School

Elephant Paradigm

2005-04-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Somewhat moved by watching a Bollywood movie, something I have done after a long while. What has impacted my mind more is the tremendous potential I have learnt that each country has. Since I can claim to know India best, having spent 24 wonderful years of my life there, I just want to put down my thoughts on it.

Over the years, I have grown from being an ignorant patriot to being a non-resident Indian (for lack of a better word). But I think i really have grown to be a more open person in terms of countires, cultures and indeed, history. It probably has been a gradual process of realizing that each country has in itself the ability to contruct progress as well as be stagnant.

First up, the elephant paradigm (borrowed from Gurcharan Das's namesake book) is a strange way of describing India. Strange, I say, because I dont think India can be classified into any one paradigm or slot. India is a chaos, I would like to think, a positive chaos. Just as most stable systems in physics are. They possess a degree of entropy. Maybe, at this point in time, India's entropy is just too much to let it be a positive energy system, but I would rather it be that then a constrained system, than with direction-aligning magnets such as communism and single rule governments.

India is truly a beautiful country. As an individual citizen, I still am enamoured by the dizzying variety of cultures, traditions, languages, practices and food. BUt there are amply evident vices of poor infrastructure, inefficient systems and underdevelopment on the large scale. Often times, I have this budding ambition to change somethings, through intelligence, through diligence, through the positive application of mind. What curbs this ambition is the selfishness in making money for myself and my family. But I still retain the interest to do something at the core of building a great nation, and that is creating wealth.

I really wanted to talk about the zillion details that come to mind, often with argumetns and counter-ones. But maybe on another day. Really wish I can meet some more intelligent and motivated people who can inspire some fire in my belly to do something. Just wonder if the many brilliant young people I am and will be friends with, have just got focused with themselves and their own happiness. I think its a fair choice, but am not so sure if people make that choice. They just practice it as a default option.

guess have written for now. Anymore, and probably I will fall asleep myself.

cheers,
Satish

P.S.: Just a trivia, India doesn't have its own term for a toast of drinks. Maybe I should set and patent one ;-)

Lemon Tree

2005-04-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Feel connected with this song. Infact, it has been so for a very long time now. And just when I think back, I relate to song now as much as I did about 8 years back when I fist heard it. I wonder how, I wonder why . . . :)

Am sitting here in a big empty canteen at the university. And feeling good about it. Am trying to work hard at the strategy presentation due tomorrow. Interestingly enough, am trying to think of making the presentation controversial enough to draw attention and thereby try to convey the import my group drew from a fair bit of discussion. The MBA is an intersting line of education for exactly this. It pushes you to think hard, and yet keeps you on the ground by making you work with other people and make peace with their rationale and approaches to solutions.

Just read an interview of Mintzberg, who claims that teaching business education to young people who have never managed is dysfunctional. I disagree. The point is that most of us end up managing something or the other. Its how clear and concious a erpson thinks about what he is doing. For a long time now, I have believed that my mom is a brilliant manager. She is a teacher by profession, but I think she is a fantastic manager in her mind. If she had the slightest ambition to manage a business, then the MBA would be a wonderful thing to go through. And wonderfully enough, Mr. Mintzberg continues to teach management education at the McGill university and the media has been sweet enough to bestow the title of a 'management guru' on him.

Hmm. . I think I didn't learn to manage at the business school. But I certainly got equipped with a lot more perspective that will help me manage. And more importantly it gives me the confidence to go out there and do new things at new places. One of the most important things I have learnt at the program, is to learn how to leverage on other people's talents and intelligence. And there is not better satisfaction when you have done that, and people feel good about the accomplishment of the team.

I rest my argument on this one. Still have a few weeks upto graduation day, so just want to have as much fun as possible.

till the next one. . .

hv fun,
satish

Convenience Rules!

2005-04-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Monday mornings have a universal idiosyncratic character. Most people I have met atleast acknowledge it to be a significant part of the week. Probably next only to Saturday night.

My musings since the morning continue from last night, when I was just wondering lying down in my bed as to whats become the definitive aspect of many interactions and relationships. In so much as we can despise it, I do think convenience has become a ruling philosophy for most of us. I am probably more guilty than the many people I know. The only shred of respect that I can salvage for myself is that I am usually concious of being convenient and try not to let it get under my skin.

Convenience manifests itself in many different forms. Be it inconsistency of thought and commitment, giving small excuses for escaping simple confrontations, doing what one feels without thinking through or just plain old laziness. I am not quite sure if the many manifestations differ in their relevance and impact, but I do think that the inconsistency of thought and action is quite serious. I think as mature individuals and this I attribute to every person out of university, is fully capable of being consistent between thoughts and action.

Hmm. . something more close to us is how convenience manifests itself in relationships. Work relationships, friendships, partners etc. . - Work relationships tend to be at the better end many times simply because of the convenience of formality. This conundrum is further aggravated when people dont keep up with their commitments even at work. Friendships are so valuable - most of us choose them carefully, either by design or intent. And yet, often times we lose them to convenience.

There probably is one solution to be equanimous with this conflict. And that is to acknowledge it - and not just by yourself. Acknowledge it explicitly with people. And we probably will do well just not to be convenient about this :)

I love the human mind, it is capable of so much complexity.

Have a good week ahead!
Satish

What a Wonderful world!

2005-03-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hey there,

Ever heard rod stewart while it was raining out there, and you see a couple just trying to walk under one umbrella. Or as the trademark song from stewart goes, seen the babies cry and wondering if you learnt more than them.

Just every once in a while, one feels so positive about being alive and looking at the beautiful world around us. And then you start thinking about all the less fortunate and more courageous people who live on this planet, without all those amazing abilities many of us normal people are gifted with.

And I tell myself, why cant this be motivation enough for me to go out there and try what I want to do in my life. Why should I only be bothered about my CV not being shortlisted for some company, why didn't some person not respond to a genuine attempt to make conversation, why should I have to take care of drains getting blocked.

Hmm. . when you consider all these daily issues, you wonder how life could be beautiful, right! But I guess it comes in a package. Most of the days are more of running assets than storable possessions. As cliched as it may sound, like sand on the beach - the more you try to hold it, it runs out. So the right attitude is to fix your focus, because that really is the only thing you can keep consistent. Even your personality traits change with time. To some extent one could argue, even one's own beliefs and values.

The other alternative is to fix what you enjoy. Identify what makes you happy, and make sure that it is not dependent on anybody or anything, but your own perception of it. I think my biggest challenge is to remain cheerful and excited about life. While I work at it most of the times, pressures to achieve somethings seem to take my mind off it. Life in all its complexity, is simple. It simply a pursuit of happiness, happiness from new and old things and from people, you love and respect.

so much for today,

cheers,
satish.

P.S.: Wonder if I was born for something - or as my best friend says it, whats my calling!

2005-03-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

Celebrating the festival of colours in Singapore

All in a Day

2005-03-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Just want to write to put together some semblance of stability to the day. Besides having lost the concept of a home, I just seem to be conveniently losing the idea of finishing tasks through the day. You know sometimes, how you just wonder how the world floats by around you, while you just seem to be a spectator, chained in your own thoughts.

I think to some leve, I was struggling today with physical exhaustion. And yet again, when I give it a second thought, it just seems the exhaustion was mental. Probably trying to build too many chess games with too many scenarios. And since the opponents of the many games (most are non-existent) dont make their moves in tandem, you just keep wondering and waiting.

Anyways, am glad could atleast finish the one thing I wanted to today. Was pretty much a challenge to finish the mid-term case in corporate strategy, further worsened by the innumerous irrelevant pieces of information of the case itself. Just wondering that in real life, you would get cases and probably be dying to have information - and then thorough analysis might not even be possible.

Just so tired now, that just want to get of the school right now. Go home, pick up my unfinished Jeffrey Archer, and doze off reading it :) Hmm. . would have liked to cook some food, but alas, the kitchen at my current apartment is pathetic.

Which reminds me that, I felt really good yesterday after a very long time. Had some home cooked food with some homely people. And whats more, the lunch was by invitation, so added tremendous value to the food part itself. Sometimes, start believing if the way to a man's heart is through his stomach ;-) I surely got to be kidding myself. It is not the case - I can vouch for it from experience.

Will keep it so much for now.

40 days to graduation!

Satish

Leadership & Potential

2005-03-08T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hi there,

Just want to put down my thoughts on these brilliant and abused words. Probably inspired from the close brush I had with them over the last couple of weeks.

Leadership to me is a thrilling experrience. One that puts a person in the role capable of changing the world, or atleast changing the context and rules for those around. But leadership is also a talent generated from two abilities:
1. The ability to take people into confidence.
2. The conviction to do something in a certain way.
And the above represent 2 sides of the coin, one relating the talent to the situation and environment, and the other, relating to the person's innate ability to generate faith and conviction in a goal or target. The latter arises as much from motivation as intellectual rigour.

Leadership Potential or potential for leadership though is not necessarily a reflection of only leadership. It also takes into account a certain frame of mind that an individual carries and the hunger for success and the fire in the stomach to achieve greater things. I think leadership potential is an attitude that the individual has and should be measured by opportunities seized and created by the individual, for herself and others.

For the uninformed, I was nominated for the leadership award at the business school by fellow students, and certainly was thrilled to be there. Didnt win the award, but what its worth, I still am fully excited about things that need to be done.

Cheers,
Satish

2005-02-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

championing NUS

Sortie

2005-02-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

Hi,

This one I promise to keep short, because I need to get on with the day's work. Just want to write about the free float of activity that I seem to have got into. Sometimes just feel this need to stop and disconnect from the environment to take stock of the situation and resolve on the priorities of the next phase of days. BUt just so happens, that the 'to do' thigns flash through my mind when I am actually brisking it out rather than relaxing in the pool. Maybe thats the point, relaxing is truly that, not thinking so much about business and work.

Wonder whats the ideal frame of things is. Isnt passion for your work a determining factor for success, and yet we need to disconnect with it, to make sure life is more complete and becomes a rewarding experience. Hmm. . then answer, as is always, lies in between 2 extremes. In the grey! It doesn't take merit away from either of the 2, but tries to integrate them together and mutually inclusive.

Passion is fired by the desire to realise dreams. And dreams and success are only relative to the appreciation from the people you care for and love. There surely is meaning in appreciation from the world, but it never matters more than those close to you. And having people close to you, does require spending quality time with them - which gets us back to original point, we need to take time off from the pursuing of our passion to make sure it stays that way.

Bottomline: Living with passion and striving for excellence - these surely can never be wrong philosphies.

Go for it!

Satish

The logic of dynamism!

2005-02-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Keep wondering everytime I see a job advertisement or a presentationo n leadership, that dynamism is a key quality required in individuals.

At a research presentation I attended yesterday, the connection between transformational leadership and employee behaviour was being explained using some ethereal models of linear modelling (heard of HLM?). The hypothesis being tested was the positive correlation between leadership and promotion/prevention focused personalities of employees. At the end of it, I just understood that dynamic leadership is not always appreciated by the those who themsleves are not dynamic - Pretty common sensical for an endeavor that followed some 25 years of management research :) But the point I think is that, we need to understand emprical data, to be able to make a generalization and then apply to future courses.

Anyways, my concept of dynamism has always been focused on the value I place on energy and action. The essence of all people, events and accomplishments for me is the action. What is the action a person or an organization takes and does at any given point in time. Not to say thoughts are less important. But my firm belief is that thought without action can never be worthwhile, and so action always is more important. Even at the risk of less thought.

Which brings me back to the reason why many intelligent people do not see the merit in action. Maybe my way of looking at action is "proactivity", but then "reaction" is just a survival instinct, which is a ability shared by all livings things. BUt proactivity is an ability, only the human being is endowed with, through the all-powerful mind. And in this ability, men have been distinguished across history.

The logic of dynamism or rather "being driven by the need for action", thus is an implicit reference to the unique ability of the human mind 'to act'. THinking, I believe, is precluded into the concept of "Acting", because you can't act without reason.

I rest my case with just stating my strong desire to work and be with dynamic people and organizations.

Cheers,
Satish

Placement & Jazz

2005-01-20T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Probably one of the fewere times when I am not enthusiastic about writing. Rather thinking deep and across about issues playing ont he mind.

Right now, my life seems to be beginning and ending with placement. Hmm. . not just my own, but for an entire bunch of people. The one reason that keeps burning in my gut and keeps me motivated to do this is that I have always believed in action, especially for the things I have always raised flag about.

The idea is very simple, if not you, then who!! I do think the society is made up of individuals. And the individual certainly is more important than the society. Isnt that amply demonstrated in all our selfish interests of life. So why make a difference when it comes to takeing action. When there is a need to do something, the group and the society take the front seat.

Anyways, i think the bigger frustration right now is the difficulty one faces in gettings systems to move. It is just not enough to move at a dynamic pace yourself, you will always be as slow as the slowest. And then you hit the boulder of people participation. Without getting a buy-in and the firm resolution of each individual, there is never the progress you think can be achieved actually by such an efficient set of folks.

And then people try to pull initiatives in different directions, thinking they can also take the lead.Which is right in someway, but just that when there is a stated direction - it just doesnt help the cause to divert into picnics of smaller objectives.

Wonder when I can come up with a working mechanism to organize and manage such a mesh of people, actions and thoughts. Maybe I need to do a Phd in this. Whew. . right now just a decent job with good money and some challenging work will suffice for me. The needs get to the basic, whent he mind evolves to the complex :)

Just need to get out and have fun with some friends.

till later,
satish

Final Countdown to the MBA!

2005-01-18T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hi!

It has been more than 2 weeks since I came back to Singapore, and a week since classes have started for my last semester here at the NUS MBA program. The beginning to semesters, as always, has been a whirlwind of activity. But unlike other time, when one looks at short term goals, this time I have also been thinking of the fact that this will be my last few months at school, living on the campus and roaming around in tees and floaters.

Something more substantive is the question of the balance of learning. Doing the MBA was quite an obvious choice for me, although I also just wanted to get an opportunity to be a student again. After the humdrum of a routine work life, at times one just wants to get back to a phase of focused learning and value addition, or atleast a phase where these are central objectives.

At this moment, I look forward to the semester ahead as a challenging time, since there is a need to work on getting jobs (and not just for myself), and the desire to meet and relax with people, and do things that will remain etched in my mind. Many of these things do not occur by design, but as any organization theory class would tell you, the structure goes hand-in-hand with strategy. There needs be an organized chaos, just like in Nature.

All things considered, student life can definitely be a high-growth time for any individual, but the fun and frolic part of it is something that makes it wonderfully attractive. Wonder if some of it cannot be taken on to the workplace. I do hope there are organizations out there which encourage a fun & relaxed environment to work in, and to them, I can only say - I am looking for you :) If wishes were horses . . .

So much for now - Back to working day at the MBA!

Cheers,
satish

South Europe: Part 1 - ATHENS

2005-01-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

First Stop: ATHENS, GREECE (22-23 october 2004)

The Maersk Air flight landed at about 12.30 in the day in Athens, and though I had woken up at 4.30 in themorning to catch the flight from Copenhagen, I couldn't sleep much because I was chatting up with this Indian family who was on my row. The guy, Shibaji, is from Calcutta and had an energetic boy of 3-4 years . Anyways, Athens airport immrdiately filled one of the Olympic feel, with the many signboards and decorations still on the walls. It felt warm, for once literally :)

Something that would be difficult to miss is the sight of the pretty women. Greek women are quite pretty, and I was just about to be reassured of that over the next two days. Maybe it was just bright and warm in Athens, so we could see the women more clearly than in dark Copenhagen! On the 40-minute bus ride to our youth hostel (Hotel Zeus)from the airport, I was entertained by the covnersation between one of us (not me) and a Greek girl. Let me say this, the greek girl was strikingly beautiful and had one of the loveliest smiles I had seen in a while. All this woman talk is getting too much, right!

After quickly refreshing at the hostel, we set out for the Acropolis, which was only a 30-minute walk from the place. We had to walk across what-seemed-to-be one of the central marketplaces in Athens. So there were these shops longs hotdog chains hanging, and a whole lot of other meat in all shapes and sizes. If this would sound a lil bloody, just further up was an entire meat market, where butchers were calling out to outsell each other in the freshness of their meat. Fat Greek aunties and uncles were checking out the meats, and the marketplace reminded me of the vegetable market on Sunday mornings in Ahmedabad.

For the more historically inclined, we passed the Bath, Roman Agora on our way to the Acroplois. The stairs to the first level of the acropolis was half occuppied by people sitting under umbrellas, of the coffee shops. The stairs overlooked some kind of a valley and provided a distant view of the acropolis, so it certainly did seem a nice touristy affair.

The four of us took a small detour to a small hill, a hill of Marble. If one just wondered about the pristine smoothness of the marble (we ketp slipping), the view of the Acropolis (and the Parthenon) from the top of this hill was probably breath-taking. Would recommend anyone who visits the Acropolis in Athens to go to this hill for a view of the Parthenon on one side, and a partial view of Athens city on the other.

Once on the Acropolis, the Parthenon is the final destination, but before there were equally interesting remnants of history and architecture. The Theatre of Dionysos is quite a sight to marvel at, and one could just imagine what it would look like when things actually happened there. Reachign up to the Parthenon tires you a little, but the sheer size of it overcomes any fatigue. The Parthenon can basically be seen from the four directions, and each side was constructed to mean something special. The Porch with six idols is interesting to see. We spent a couple of hours at the parthenon, and then headed down and towards the city centre.

The city centre is a beautiful square and is called the Syntagma square. It also has the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier, guarded by 2 uniformed gurds round the clock. The market and walking street is accessible from the square, and has musicians and choir bands singing. We headed into the Olympic Store, and the sheer variety of the Olympics memorabilia was impressive. The entire event was relying on these memorabilia sales in the next year to break even.

The night we walked through many of the city streets, crossed innumerable cafes and pubs, and settled at one of the street cross-sections on stone benches in an open area, with the Parthenon lit up in the distance. The night was marked with a very engaging discussion between the four of us on how change could be brought around in a country like India and our role as citizens in this.

The next day is Athens took us to some other less known places, but was full of fun and interesting sights, including the 1200 years old Olympic Stadium, the new Peace & Friendship stadium, the rocky beach (with a beautiful meditating woman), the 2-month old trams and the haphazard buildings all across the city.

All in all - the impression one made of Athens was different from expectation. Athens is a bustling metropolis, with modern age commercialization rooting out the rich history of the city, except for the few architectural evidences left behind. One wonders, if it was a matter of time, that all of this evidence would just be transported into silicon to be provided as only virtual experiences. Greece definitely is more than just Athens, but the true beauty of Greece probably remains outside of this centre of world history.

Cheers,
Satish

The Partner I Cherish!

2004-12-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Just sitting in the bus today, my thoughts went into a whirlwind of images of what life would mean with a partner. A partner who would be my love and my best friend, a reason and goal of my life's efforts, an independent woman and the mother of my children.

Thinking about this partner, I was amused at the never-ending list of things I would want to have in my partner, or possibly the new things that might set me into a life-long discovery process of the person. Either ways, I thought it would be challenging and interesting to put down some of these musings.

one of main things that I look forward to from my partner is energy. I like to be a person of energy myself, and I think rather than have a contrasting partner, I would like to be with someone, who outpaces or atleast equals me at the attempt to do many endeavours. Often times, it just seems enough if a person can think and communicate new ideas, and I do belive that engaging into stimulating conversations is the hallmark of an exciting and fulfilling relationship. However, personally I also need my partner to try doing more in each sphere of life, as much as in conversations. Some captivating conversationalists can be just that, beyond a point, they just cant motivate you because of a possible lack of on-the-ground work.

I think there are only very few qualities that remain innate with each of us as we grow older, and we change most of our opinions and attitudes to things as we learn more and occasionally become wiser :) the point I am trying to make is that the mutual discovery process between partners is such a basic tenet of the relationship, that I am always scared that I dont end up making an effort for it because I want it to be that way. This aspect is a part of the chemistry between partners, it needs the foundation of unending love, and a willingness to put comfort situations at risk. I am not sure if I still am fully mature to accept thsi risk, but I will leave it to the serendipity of my relationship.

Something of obvious curiosity would be how would I ever find this person. Frankly, I dont even know if I can find her. Maybe its just supposed to happen or maybe I will find some of the things in one person and will be so overdrawn by them that the other things will fade away. As of today, I just know that everytime I think of my future home, there is this one person I imagine. She would have established her own identity at home by her own expression of choices, and she would hopefully be the more tasteful among us :) But again the point I am trying to make is that, my life would certainly be defined more than just by my own choices and identity. And I will hope to make some equal contribution to my partner's!

Have written long enough to convey the message I think. Though I am not sure if additional writing will be of marginal or dramatic significance, I will just stick to norms for now. People tend to convey the bulf of their thoughts in the first few arguments or lines, the rest just makes up for marginal content. Or so I tend to believe! I just think I write too long ;-)

hope you dream about your partner and better still, are already in the process of discovery with him/her.

cheers,
satish

Weekend out of the City- Finally!

2004-11-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Have been wanting to come back to write but just haven't managed, for reasons I can only find on hindsight. Hindsight is always perfect, isn't it ? :)

Anyways, I managed to do somethign today that I have been wanting to do for a while. Visited Roskilde and Helsingor, both towns about an hour's ride from Copenhagen. But just to clarify these towns are in different directions, so we actually went to Roskilde, came back to Copenhagen and then went to Helsingor.

You think we were crazy, but the business students that we were, we were just trying to maximise our return on the investment of 100 DKK we made in buying a 24 hour all-zone pass.

Roskilde is to West of Copenhagen and is situated in one of the most scenic areas of natural beauty in Denmark - in the middle of Zealand. The place has much of the typical old town charm and hums at a slow and sweet pace.

The town buildings and streets comfort you with their proximity and yet you are not away from an open field or park or the sea beyond a 10 minute walk. The private homes along the paved streets looked so comfortable and cosy, one thought if he could just keep one such house to spend some vacations.

We chose to walk across the main park on our way to the Viking Museum. Before I go on to say that Roskilde's main attractions are the Viking Museum and the Cathedral, I must say that Roskilde is more like a fantastic picnic place if you wanted to just relax in serene surrondings. And you have the green bills to keep a yacht, then its just more than perfect.

The park was beautiful, complete in all respects, with a stream flowing across it, a couple of ponds, lovely grass slopes, and huge trees. Autumn has set in, and so the fallen leaves just add an extra tinge of colour into the serene greens with their yellow-browns. I just wished i could lie down there in the Sun, and read a book or just get wasted.

BTW, the weather was extremely cold - touching about 0 degrees, but thankfully the wind was not there and the Sun was in full. So walking in the open grass was just pleasant.

The Museum was good, in the information content it provided. The Vikings practically were the centre of European power between the 9th and 11th centuries, and interestingly, their reach extended not only till Ireland, but also Russian, Spain and guess what, North America. The Vikings, with their shipping prowess had reached North America sometime in the 10th century, but didnt pursue staying there since they didnt fancy fighting the natives and didnt find anything that they couldn't get in Europe.

Comparatively, the rest of Roskilde and the trip to Helsingor was mundane. The only striking thing is the coastline that you can see when travel from Copenhagen to Helsingor(in the North). Helsingor is seperated by hardly a few kilometers from Helsingborg, a Swedish town. Helsingor is popular for the Kronborg castle, the stage for Hamlet, Shakespeare's famous play. Our visit the castle was rather circumspect, with the night setting in, and the chilly walk around the dark exteriors of the castle running a further chill down the spine.

But all in all, a good weekend trip outside the city. Just wish we could do more relaxed things than just being tourists. Hate to admit it, but I now want to rather feel and live a place rather than just see and visit it.

That reminds me I still need to blog my visits to Athens, ROme, Venice, Barcelona and Paris. For starters, I did them all one one tour - so it certainly was historical in more ways than one ;-)

later,
Satish

P.S.: I know I need to write lesser, but just never realise how much I have written. Promise to try conciously next time.

Samsung Blue Platinum - DigitALL Competition 2004

2004-10-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Feel excited about the Samsung Blue Patinum (1st Prize) Award that we won in the SAMSUNG DIGITALL Competition.

Actually, the more exciting part is the trip to Samsung HQ in South Korea (Seoul) that we will get to go on sometime next year.

You can find some news about this at the following link - http://www2.bschool.nus.edu.sg/corpdev/bizleads/Oct04/schoolnotes.htm#sn2

Digitally yours ;-)
Satish

2004-10-13T02:43:00.000+08:00

At a local Cafe (Good Colour!)

A Room-locked day in Copenhagen!

2004-10-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Well, contrary to what you might expect someone like me (wanderer) or yourself to do on a beautiful suny day in Copenhagen, I was in my nice big room all day.

Had taken an off from office because I wasn't feeling great and wanted to get some focused work done. Not that I can't focus in office, but well, I just had to have an excuse :)

Anyways, the day was lovely - what else can say! I slept a little in the day (although I never like to admit that I like it). But also participated in the world through this laptop screen. Really wonder how people lived without a computer. I frankly dont know how life would be without a computer. Feels like such a utopian concept!

Somethings that I revisited today. One - there is some amount of debate if the smile actually requires lesser muscles than a frown. Most popular numbers are 17 for the smile and 53 for a frown, through 26 and 62 also seem to be popular.

And I was again very fascinated with some Danish business acumen. Did a couple of transactions with my bank today. Guess what, I have a personal financial counsellor from the bank. I would have almost been up the gloating tree, was it not for the lack of knowledge that I encountered. But my counsellor is cute, so I guess I will just let it be.

Life goes on. But today marks 9204 days for me in this beautiful world. You can check your days at this link (http://www.timeanddate.com/date/duration.html)

Cheers,
Satish

Copenhagen - I have arrived!

2004-10-11T05:28:00.000+08:00

Some of the thoughts here might be a little too direct, but they are just passing thoughts, so please don’t take them as my permanent impressions. As one generally relates good traveling with, just take the best on with you and leave the rest.

It has been a full four days since I landed here in Copenhagen after traveling 16 hours half way across the globe from Singapore. Stopped over at Bangkok airport for a couple of hours on the way, and that was an interesting time. Interesting because there was this multitude of people at the airport, with such different backgrounds, priorities, worries and thoughts. Some were running to catch the next flight, some were busy photographing everything new, some were just lounging, some were buying from the score of duty-free & Thailand souvenir shops and there were others like me who were trying to decide what to do.

Well I did manage to do what others did and what everyone does, but in the process also noted the eccentricities of people and how they could be really warm and courteous, if you were the same to them. And then walked into the lounge for the flight to Copenhagen, only to find scores of Danish people. And this was really interesting because it was a preview to me of the things to come. The one thing that you can attribute to Danish people is that they don’t come across as a bunch of common people. They are different, eccentric, romantic and plain silly sometimes. But they are very polite and definitely smile more than people in Singapore do.

Will skip the details about the flight, since there wasn’t anything interesting except that it was really long and there was little sweet girl opposite to me, who woke up precisely 4 times through her sleep through the flight. And she would wake up with a smile all the time. Now isn’t that amazing, something so simple we can just so easily skip to do in everyday life. I don’t even remember the last time I woke up thinking happy, forget smiling.

Landing in Copenhagen felt normal. Though I tried to tell myself that this was something like a dream come true. Landing into Europe for my exchange definitely was more difficult than just getting extra baggage through the airport. Got through the boring immigration thinking my buddy would be waiting for me. But when I got out she wasn’t there L Figured after I called her that I had told her the Singapore time of my flight arrival. The sweet person that she is, she came down to the airport in half an hour to pick me up.

I walked out of the airport and there was this cool (chilly actually) breeze that greeted me and I will not forget that moment and the walk out of the airport. Took a bus from the airport to the hotel I have been put up in by the school. It was a lovely ride. Just to see all those houses next to each other, with a flower bed outside each of them and the outlay of neo-classical European architecture in the centuries old buildings, it was sheer pleasure and satisfaction to my wonderstruck mind. Had always wanted to see these quiet streets and the laid-back but holistic approach to life that is so entrenched here.

Got into the hotel, had a quick change and my buddy took me out to show me around the place. The main town square and the shopping street (Stroget) were near to the hotel, and I just couldn’t stop being fascinated by the place. The weather was lovely, with a cool breeze and the sun shining bright. Realized that this place was really going to have me enchanted for some time to come. Also passed through Tivoli, one of the oldest, if not the oldest, amusement parks in the world. Went upto the harbour street and then got back to the hotel on the beautiful Sunday afternoon wishing I could just keep walking and seeing around the place. The place, the weather, the people, the life. ... they all just seemed converged into a seamless expanse of a wonderful experience.

This is just the first couple of hours of my arrival here. Have so much more to tell, but will keep it to so much for now. I do hope you liked reading it.

Life is Beautiful. So is Copenhagen

Satish

2004-10-09T17:31:00.000+08:00

On a sunny Berlin Day

2004-10-09T17:30:00.000+08:00

Berlin Fountain

Travelogue: Work in Copenhagen & Berlin Trip

2004-10-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hej! ("Hi" in Danish)Been already 7 weeks since I got to Copenhagen and I know I haven't kept my intent of writing my travel experiences more frequently. Can I hear you sigh? Cmon' - you surely like reading good expression in the beautiful English language. Well, just wish my sense of humour was as good as my ability to express. There I go again!

Have had a lot of new things happening around, some not so eye-popping and some feeling quite fascinating. One thing I am trying to figure out is why people in cold places eat cold food and people in hot places eat Hot (all meanings included) food. By now, I have got pretty much used to having cold salad and bread for my lunch at office, which is free of course. There is obviously the intermittent breaks of soup and hot boiled potatoes that gets me excited :)

For the uninvolved and uninitiated, I am interning here with a Danish software company called Maconomy. They treat me pretty well, as I realised from being introduced to every single employee (about 200 of them) across four floors of the company HQ office. Kind of a lil scary as well, because I came on exchange thinking I will take it easy and focus on travelling wonderful Europe. Well, that makes life exciting allright!

My project is interesting, since I didn't know what and how I was going to do it. But this is one of the best things the MBA teaches you. Go search the world for examples (The "google: is not enough), read 3-4 of them, see what went right and wrong and VOILA - you have found some kind of a solution. Frankly, you must be somewhat common sensical to figure out whats applicable and whats not. And if you are a little more interested, you just have to construct the value chain backwards and forward, and you should know what you have to do. Thats my MBA (Mouth Babbles Anything) for you.Anythings Possible!

Hmm. . something more interesting and worthwhile was the Berlin trip. I have, for some subconcious reason, been thoroughly cherishing going to Germany for about the last 5 years atleast. However, the Berlin trip wasn't exactly a 'Discover Germany' plan. It was more of an instantaneous weekend plan, which I struck up with Bora (a colleague from Singapore). And it pretty much stayed different from the "German" trip i had imagined. Berlin is a wonderful and exciting city. There are some cities in the world which just have a feel of vibrancy, and Berlin surely counts as on of them.

The first thing I realised after landing at 6 in the morning, was that it was cold. COlder than Copenhagen! I was wondering if I was gonna survive the trip without any repurcussions. But Berlin, for the connection that it struck with me, had a bright and sunny weather setup for me for the rest of the trip :) The second thing, and I will make this count the last, was that Berlin was a huge, really huge city. The city's geographical spread is more than 9 times that of Paris. Wondering if Paris is small or just that Berlin is humungus.We went looking for a budget hotel we had decided to stay in, and walked for an hour to reach it. We reached the street quick, but just that the hotel was just on the other end of the street, about 3 kms down. Dumped our stuff in the 8-bed dorm we got for our kind of money, and set out for the day.

I wanted to the Technical museum, so we decided to do that first and then take a city tour in the afternoon. I loved the technical museum, for among other things, they had displayed a brand new Bajaj autorickshaw (the classic Indian "anywhere anytime" transport) in their evolution depiction of scooters. One thing that set me thinking was the amazing technical expertise the Germans have always demonstrated, and the apparent lack of intellectual capacity to set up a good system of governance. This is not my idea, I must assert, it is something that I just read about in the museums and memorials. My overall impression about the museum wasn't great, perhaps because most of the descriptions were in German and I could not read much.

We got to the meeting point of a guided tour we decided to take by 3 in the afternoon. And I had one of the loveliest fruit-pie i have had accompanied with a good Latte from Hagen-Dazz. The guided tour was quite good and was worth the 10 Euros we paid for it. We sequentially were taken through the River Spree, Museum Island, Pergamon Museum, the Berlin Cathedral, Humboldt UNiversity (where Einstein taught before being forced to leave for Princeton),the palaces, WW2 memorial, Brandenburg Gate (symbolising the divide between the east and west Germany), the Concentration camp memorial, Checkpoint Charlie (well known for a few stories), the remaining Berlin wall and the Gendarmemarkt (where the Berlin Concert House is).

Will not describe all these places, but the feeling one gets while walking through all these is that, these are such an integral part of the city's life and I just kept thinking, how much history the place had seen. Even uptil as recently as the 15 years back. For those of you who havent seen this one German movie, please try and watch "Good Bye Lenin". Its a simple yet fantastic story of the fall of the Berlin wall. Saw this last year when I was taking German language lessons in Singapore.

We had planned a trip to the Sachanhausen concentration camp the next day and another trip to Potsdam, a place of many castles and gardens. Sachanhausen camp was the HQ of the concentration camp system in Nazi Germany. So it represents the full scale of the concentration camps in more ways than one. It was designed to be the model camp and theuse of geometry in the design is very fascinating. The camp is designed to be an equilateral triangle, with the one entry/exit point located in the middle of one of the sides. Guards on top of this entry/exit tower had a view of the entire camp, and had machine guns which could access any point on the vast area of a triangular hell. I wasn't very moved by the camp memorial, because the serenity of the grass (most of the camp has been razed to the ground) covered the horrifying actions of a few mortal men. But you should just watch one of the movies (my personal favourite is Schindler's list) based on this, and you shouldn't need any further evidence.

We chucked the plan to go to Potsdam for the lack of time, and instead took a boat tour of the city and then walked the central street, realizing that it was the German Unification day. There were people all over the place and one of the concerts we managed to get to had a great band playing. The music and the atmosphere was just something you could not possibly not like.

Obviously there are many details that I have skipped about the trip. But I would rather put in my thoughts about the city than make another tourist guide. More essential than having your best walking shoes on, is to be open to what the place has to offer you. And I think, on many occassions, we just miss the entire point in our haste to see places than feel and understand them. And feeling the present is as important as getting an idea about the past, if not more. I hope that I can keep this in mind as I go to newer places (for me), but the oldest places of recorded history and culture in the world.

Back in Copenhagen, trying to motivate myself to know this place a little more. There is much to learn from here, but its not going to come easy. The people are hard to get out talking, so you need to just need to keepp trying. Thankfully, and luckily for me, I got a bike today. An office colleague borrowed her old bike to me. Quite sweet of her! And very unilike Denmark. .Life is full of surprises. We just don't allow ourselves to be surprised.Hope this wasn't too long.

Hope you liked it!

Tschuss (Bye in German)
Wanderer